I fall hard and fast, and always end up alone, picking myself up out of the dirt to tend to my wounds.
You’d think i would have learnt by now.
You will always be my greatest fear, biggest regret and my steepest learning curve……
….when you called today….and i missed it…and it was a number i didn’t know, i wasn’t sure to call back. When i heard your voice i wasn’t sure what to think. You’re a strange creature, and i think that’s why I’m attracted to you, but i really don’t know what you want. I’m so used to ground rules, used to measures in place so no one gets hurt. Ive been hurting so badly this week, because you didn’t think to get in touch. So now i’m thinking….is it worth it?
All i know is right now, i cant wait to see your face, and i hate myself for wanting you as badly as i do :(